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| - What Hurts The Most Week 8 - Day ? - lbs lost=3 - TOTAL lbs lost=25
So i have to admit that i have been a bad girl. not with eating and everything, but with my program. i am supposed to be checking in 3 times a week, but ive only been going about 1 -2 times. its really hard for me to go there with my schedule all screwed up. but i am really going to try to get it in 3 times a week.
ive been feeling a little fustrated lately. im really happy at how im losing the weight, but the area that i want to lose the most in is the last priority. im losing every place but that place. actually, im losing inches there, but its not as fast as my arms or legs. *sigh* it makes my body feel unproportioned. i wonder if my body knows how much i want to lose and is little by little losing it?? haha
so i have a confession. although i said that i was going to stop drinking, i have been induging alittle more, but only with excersize. if i do drink, i make it a point to dance for a little more than an hour. although i am drinking more, my food habits are stuck with me. i cant even think about eating something that is oily or bad for me.
heres a picture to show you progress...
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| week 5 - day 1 - lbs lost = ? - TOTAL lbs lost = 15
whats good about my diet, is that even though i went on a trip for a week, they dont count that as part of my program. so im happy to say that even though i kept to my diet (but i did enjoy my trip), that i did keep off all my weight and then some. haha actually just a lb, but hey its better then nothing.
so while i was up at the mainland, i was gunho about what i ate and when i ate. this is some serious stuff. i had to give up all the foods that i loved, just to make myself happy in the end, which isnt so bad. i look at this as a whole new lorrine. im over eating the hamburger w/fries, or the fried chicken katsu. i feel like being healthier and skinnier is whats gonna make me happy in the end. | | |
| Week 2 - Day 3 - lbs lost=3 - TOTAL lbs lost=9
im feeling really good about myself right now. lost more weight, but i wish i could lose MORE!! lol i guess right now, i see it coming off so its turning into an obsession. i thought that going to the "office" 3 times a week would be hard, but i find myself wanting to go, just to see how much i have lost.
there are so many "temptations" that are around me (at home, work, friends) but i have been very good and have actually given up getting mad and now i accept it. for the next couple of months, my eating lifestyle has to change. then, little by little, i can eat things that i used to eat (in moderation, of course!).
next weeks goal = lose another 5 lbs.
lets see if i can do it!
the worst picture of me. but this was taken a couple of weeks ago. so i thought it would be a good pic. anyways, ill post another one every month, so that would be week 6. | | |
| Week 1 - Day 4 - lbs lost=6 - TOTAL lbs lost=6
so im starting a new diet. tired of how i look and i want something more for myself. im very commited to this (WHY?) because my grandpa paid for it, and i dont want to let him down. plus, losing some weight would make me feel better about myself.
monday i started my detox which sucked! but i was glad to see the weight come off. i still cant believe that after a couple of days, you can actually lose 6 lbs. i know its unhealthy, but i do believe that they arent gonna make me do something that isnt healthy for my body. it was probably a shock to my body to see that all the bad stuff wasnt entering my body.
ive been on my meal plan for about 2 days now, and ive wanted so many things. the guys at work were eating pizza and OH BOY did i want a piece, but NO i stuck to my salmon and veggies. in the long run, it made me feel better that i didnt give in to temptation and that i was strong about this.
the real test = lasting a whole week in california w/o fucking up my diet. | | |
| a small update...
i was uploading my pictures and decided that i wanted to post some on here... its actually a certain 3.
I <3 My Family
MY FAMILY are the people in my life that are constantly changing my life for the better... i have no idea what id do without them. | | |
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